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you're the ones
that kill your babies...
you're the ones
that fuck your kids...
you're the ones
that throw each other away...
you're the ones
sittin in church every sunday...Regular Stuff:
Name: Danielle Kelley (Dani)
Age: 16
Hair Color: Blonde
Eye Color: Blue
Height: 5' 3"
Weight: 110
Size: 5
Religion: Atheist
Boyfriend: Dustin...i love him bunches n bunches
Favorites:
Food:Chocolate
Song: George Strait, "Cross My Heart"
Movie: What A Girl Wants
CD: 3DD, The Better Life
Conditioner: Herbal Essence
Toothpaste: Colgate
Fruit: Strawberries
Soda: Sprite
Candy bar: Milky Way Midnight
Flowers: Red & White Roses
Person: because i love him sooo much, Dustin is my most favoritest person in the whole world...
Contact Info:
AIM sn: miniskittles07
Email address:
PrincessSkittles07@verizon.net
This is just another one of those stupid survey's that you get in an email or something. I'm using it to fill up space...that, and so I dont have to do the total profile. I did a little one ^ up there...but this is *cough* more informative. C/P it into your blogs if u wana just fill space.
1.FULL NAME: Kara Danielle Kelley
2.WHO WERE YOU NAMED AFTER: my parents
3.SCHOOL: georgetown high
4.MASCOT: eagles
5.NICKNAMES: barbi...blondie
6.BIRTHDAY: 11/27/88
7.SIGN: sagitarius
8.GRADE: freshman
10.HEIGHT: Five two and three quarters
11.SHOE SIZE: 9
12.HAIR COLOR: blonde
13.EYE COLOR: blue
14.SIBLINGS: kendra
15.LAST CDs YOU BOUGHT: i dont usually buy...i burn
16.LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN THE THEATER: uh...
17.LAST MOVIE YOU RENTED: uh...we dont usually rent...we just buy
18.FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: theatre or english
19.LEAST FAVORITE SUBJECT: math
20.DO YOU ACTUALLY LIKE MATH?: like, no
21.WHO ARE YOUR BEST FRIENDS: idk...lauren...kirsten...ppl like that
22.DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: not at the moment...i have a bf...no crushes...just a bf that i love bunches
23.FAVORITE ACTRESS: julia stiles
24.FAVORITE ACTOR: ah...orlando
25.FAVORITE MOVIE: idk
26.FAVORITE TV SHOW: nething on the WB
27.FAVORITE THING TO DO ON WEEKENDS: sleep or write
28.FAVORITE COLOR: lack n blue
29.FAVORITE COLLEGE TEAMS: idc
30.FAVORITE STORE: Foley's
31.FAVORITE FOOD(S): chocolate...im a girl...duh...gotta have it, at least one week a month lol
32.DO YOU DO ANY DRUGS?: prescription or not?
33.HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE ON YOUR BUDDY LIST?:well, it was 199, but then i had to delete a bunch of ppl to fit some others on, so now its 185
34.WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE SPORT(S)?: idc...no, wait...baseball...guys in tight white pants...yum
35.DO YOU LIKE BRITNEY SPEARS?: she's pretty, cant exactly sing that great and all the dating is getting way too similar to j. lo
36.HOW LONG ARE YOU IN THE SHOWER?: half an hour
37.WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO GO ON VACATION?: idk...wheres the most guys?
38.LAST PERSON YOU GOT AN E-MAIL FROM?: tom
39.FAVORITE SCARY MOVIE: idk
40.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE BRAND OF FOOD?: who cares...food is food
41.GUYS WITH OR WITHOUT HATS: either way, just no hat hair
42.BEST NUMBER EVER: four
43.WORST FEAR: dying alone, ha one serious answer
44.FAVORITE DAY: april 25th, cuz its not to hot, not to cold all you need is a light jacket
45.BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD: wouldnt know as i dont think i've experienced it yet
46.WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?: knowing the answer you
48.WHAT COLLEGE DO YOU GO TO OR WANT TO GO TO: ACU baby!!
49.ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK: nope, prefer it actually...afraid of thunder and lightening though...i do have my reasons...ull have to ask me about them
50.ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING?: uh...
51.RELIGION: Atheist
52.DO YOU BELIEVE IN ANGELS?: yep...and wishing on stars...of course, my friend Lauren Electa is an angel...so i kinda have to...lol...
53.DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS?: are we such an arogant species as to believe we are the only one's in the universe, the answer would be yes i think so
54.DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF?: depends on the day
55.WHAT DO YOU DO THAT MAKES YOUR FRIENDS MAD:idk
56.ARE YOU MAD AT ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS?: yup
57.DO YOU HAVE ANY STUFFED ANIMALS?: so many that i dont know what to do with
58.DO YOU HAVE ANY BAD HABITS?: yes...must i elaborate?
59.WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE RESTAURANT: food places
60.WHERE IS YOUR FAVORITE HANGOUT: my bedroom
61.PEPSI OR COKE?:neither...Sprite
62.LETTERMAN OR LENO?: neither
63.DIET PEPSI OR PEPSI: again...Sprite...i dont drink dark sodas
64.HUGS OR KISSES: kisses
65.APPLES OR ORANGES: strawberries
66.CHOCOLATES OR FLOWERS: r u kidding?? i want the diamond ring!!
67.WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE LOVE SONG?: idk
68.WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BREAK-UP SONG?: uh...
69.SILVER OR GOLD: silver
70. IF YOU COULD BE ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW, WHERE WOULD YOU BE?: my room
71.HAVE YOU EVER BEEN BETRAYED?: yup
72.WHEN IS YOUR CURFEW: i didnt know i had one
73.WHAT ARE YOU THINKING OF AT THIS VERY MOMENT?: why am i doing this
74.FAVORITE KINDS OF CLOTHES?: pants i think
75.THE LAST PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED?: idk
76.THE LAST TV SHOW YOU WATCHED?: friends rerun
77.EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT?: yeps
78.WENT SWIMMING IN THE OCEAN?: yes!!
79.FLASHED SOMEONE?: more times than i can count actually
80.GOT STOPPED BY A COP?: yeh...i was driving and he pulled me over (dont have a permit)...but he was like 20 something and cute, so i kinda flirted w/ him and he let me off easy
81.BEEN ACCUSED of SHOPLIFTING:nope...im a good lil girl
82.GOT CAUGHT PARKING: yes...
83.GONE SKINNY DIPPING: o i am soooo not gona comment...lol...saturday...
84.CRIED IN PUBLIC: yes
85.LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yes
86.FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH:yes...for like a couple of hours in the bath...i was very clean
87.FELL ASLEEP WHILE EATING: hahahahhahahaha no...ive fallen asleep in a guys arms before...it was very sweet
88.GONE TO CHURCH: yes...three times a week usuallyl
89.READ THE BIBLE: yes...four times all the way through...im workin on the fifth
90.CLIMBED A TREE?: ever climbed so high you can feel the wind blow the tree?
91.GONE SKIING: yes
92.GONE SNOWBOARDING: no
93.FELL ALSEEP IN SCHOOL: yes
94.FELL ASLEEP DURING A SCARY MOVIE: lol yeh, the ring
95.GONE ALL NIGHT WITHOUT SLEEP: yeh, sounds like last nite
96.BEEN TO CAMP: yup...this is my fifth year at the camp that i go to
97.PLAYED SOCCER: yes
98.BEEN TO A MAJOR LEAGUE BASEBALL GAME: i think so ...
99.BEEN TO A PRO BASKETBALL GAME: nah
100. HUGGED A FRIEND: everyday
101.GOT A DETENTION: yes
102.SAT IN A RESTAURANT WITHOUT ORDERING ANYTHING?: yeh, all the time
103.EATEN SUSHI: yea
104.EATEN FISH: yesh
105.CHEATED ON HOMEWORK: cheated on lost of things, wait you didnt hear that from me
106.WANTED TO DIE: i think everyone has at some point
107.MET A CELEBRITY: not that i know of
108.MET THE PRESIDENT: nope
109.DRIVEN A CAR: legally or what? lol...yeh, i have
10.DIDN'T WASH YOUR HAIR FOR A WEEK?: ewww no...i cant go for more than three days like that
111.BROKEN A BONE: no
112.BROKEN SOMETHING VALUABLE: so many things...
113.RIDDEN IN A TAXi: not that i know of....
114.RIDDEN IN A POLICE CAR: yes
115.TOLD SOMEONE YOU LOVED THEM: yes...
116.BOUGHT ICE CREAM FROM AN ICE CREAM TRUCK: yup...just yesterday actually
117.USED YOUR PARENTS CREDIT CARD: o yes...daddys lil girl w/ daddys lil plastic...hehe
118.BEEN SCARED TO GET A SHOT: yeh
119.GOTTEN A CAVITY: yeah
120.HAD TO GET BRACES: nope
121.HAD TO BE IN THE HOSPITAL: no
122.SHOPPED AT ABERCROMBIE: oh no...absolutely not
123.SHOPPED AT GAP: yea
124.SHOPPED AT OLD NAVY: yeah
125.THINK YOU ARE/WERE IN LOVE: sigh...
126.HAD AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP: yup
127.WATCHED MTV AT 4 IN THE MORNING: 4 exactly no but sometime around there yes
128.TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY?: lol yeh
129.MADE PRANK PHONE CALLS: yup, who hasnt?
130.PLAYED A MEAN JOKE ON A FRIEND: yeh prolly
132.BEEN HURT BY A GUY/GIRL YOU LOVED/LIKED: yah hasnt everyone?
133.ROBBED SOMEONE'S HOUSE:candy doesnt count so no
134.HAD YOUR HOUSE ROBBED?: no...
135.BROKEN THE LAW?: hehe
136.KILLED SOMEONE IN YOUR THOUGHTS?: over and over again
137.BEEN IN A CAR ACCIDENT: nope
138.BEEN BEAT UP: no not really...beaten someone up
139.SKIPPED SCHOOL: yeh
140.BEEN SCARED ENOUGH TO PEE IN YOUR PANTS: no
141.BEEN STABBED IN THE BACK BY A "FRIEND": yeh, who hasnt
142.STABBED SOMEONE IN THE BACK: yeh prolly
143.WHO HAVE YOU CRIED TO OR WITH: uh...friends??
144.WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE PERSON TO TALK TO OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?: was henry...no comment
145.WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE PERSON TO TALK TO ABOUT LIFE?: myself
146.WHAT DO YOU HATE: who or what...plenty of things...like, whats w/ the tapping of the pens?? just join the damn percussion
147.WHO WOULD YOU WANT TO MEET?: emily dickenson
148.WHO DO YOU MISS?: kasie and sadie
149. YOU WANT TO DIE?: eventually
150.WHO WOULD YOU DIE FOR?: uh...
151.WHO HOLDS YOUR HEART: he knows that and thats all that matters
152.WHO IS THE NICEST PERSON YOU KNOW?: my dad
154.WHO IS THE PERSON YOU MISS THE MOST: sigh...
155.WHO IS THE UGLIEST PERSON YOU KNOW: uh...
157.WHO DO YOU WANT TO MARRY AND SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH?: *cough*
158.WHO IS THE CRAZIEST PERSON YOU KNOW?: lauren
159.WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SMILE?: he knows who he is...lol...we talked till one thirty this morning...sigh...i miss him
161.WHO DO YOU THINK IS A GOOD SINGER?: dayna...damn girl
162.WHO DO YOU THINK KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU?: nobody really, cept me
163. WHO HAS DONE THE MOST FOR YOU IN YOUR LIFE: my dad
164. WHO ALWAYS MADE YOU SMILE WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?: idk
165. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY?: i dont like the glass...it should be broken and then there would be no glass and the water would be on the floor for ppl to slip on and hit their heads on sharp objects and die...sound happy??
^^okay, so i dont have enough storage space to hold a file thats even remotely good...but heres a (pixelated) picture of me and jared a couple months ago on his bday...lol
I'm not a slave
to a god
that doesnt exist.
And I'm not a slave
to a world
that doesnt give a shit.
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Its amazing how the phrases "the grass is greener on the other side" and "when it rains it pours" ring so true...i cant even remember why exactly i dated whats-his-face...that relationship, though at the time was the most important thing to me, now seems so trivial...so long ago...of course, life is better now...im actually happy...i have a guy that is actually there for me...i get to see him everyday...he takes care of me...lol, and when it rains, it rly does poor...of course, i love this rainstorm of happiness...good things just keep comin...i dont have parentals to deal w/, im graduating early, and i have more hours at my job now, which means more mula...hehe...and ill be in an awesome new house pretty soon i believe...not that im not now, because of the ppl there, but the house they're lookin at is rly rly pretty...hehe, life is going great...its even funnier, cuz uk that aforementioned relationship...yeh well, that guys life is goin way down the drain...hell tell u its great and that hes on top right now...heres the dish: his website is down, he gets sent home from work and is prolly close to being fired...they've taken him off all major projects there and hes stuck at benchwork (which is what i do lol...look whos l33t now) hes drunk all the time, and his gf, if he still has the lil nympho, is ugly as sin and a lil slow...o well...he can lie to her all he wants...i c y he dated girls out of town now...cuz they dont know the difference between his lies and his truths...or what lil truths he tells lol...o, and one of his lil lies actually came true...when he was dating me, he was telling ppl that i have D's...hehe...guess what...now i got em'...o my lucky guy...lol...hes lovin them...so am i, cept they're kinda heavy and i need a bigger bra...tb4u "j-rod"...ur loss...my totally awesome gain...they're pretty...well, im out...its back to work...and my babys txt'n me...hehe...i love him so much...he treats me like a lil princess...my sweetie...hehe...lata
ps...bigger IS better
Posted at 6/21/2005 3:05:40 pm by miniskittles07
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Sunday, April 24, 2005
and so it starts...something new with someone i love...a little scary maybe...actually, a lot scary...but i know ill get through it...i have my sweetie...and i know hell be there for me whenever i need him to be...because he loves me...and i love him...bunches n bunches...forever n ever...lol...still...the realization of this new thing and what it means is a lot different than i had expected...im not sure what to think anymore...im sorry if this confuses anyone...but idk...i dont want to explain it...i dont even know how...all i know is that i love dustin, and thats all that will matter in our future
Posted at 4/24/2005 11:05:36 pm by miniskittles07
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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Jared : sneaky sneaky, this deed will not go unrewarded
Jared 's status is now "Available". (4/6/2005 3:42 PM)
Dustins Sweetie: what deed
Jared : u kno wut deed im talkin about
Dustins Sweetie: um, no i dont
Dustins Sweetie: ??
Jared : shrug
Jared : u will soon find out then
Jared : peace
Dustins Sweetie: i didnt do anything u bastard
Jared : lol pls no name calling
Jared : i ask for this not
Dustins Sweetie: alright, enough w/ ur "deep" way of speaking
Dustins Sweetie: i didnt do a damn thing to u
Dustins Sweetie: ur a retard
Jared : lol
Jared : no i dont believe so
Jared : u resort to name calling
Jared : how immature
Dustins Sweetie: maturity...thats one thing you have no right to comment on
Jared : lol i have every right
Jared : i am mature
Jared : heh
Jared : so mature
Dustins Sweetie: compared to other schizos maybe
Dustins Sweetie: but to the rest of the world ur just a retard
Jared : lol
Jared : no to the world i am a success
Dustins Sweetie: lmao
Jared : to my self i am one as well
Dustins Sweetie: wow
Dustins Sweetie: u rly do think highly of urself dont u
Jared : as do most ppl
Dustins Sweetie: ill bet brennas believin that same shit as well
Jared : xept for the two
Dustins Sweetie: no, "most ppl" do not
Jared : heh
Dustins Sweetie: and trust me...theres more than two
Jared : then who doesnt
Jared : a bunch of highschool kids
Jared : rofl
Dustins Sweetie: nope
Jared : lemme kare a lot bout that
Dustins Sweetie: more than that
Jared : lol
Jared : ill believe that
Jared : not
Dustins Sweetie: my world extends past what you tried to limit it to
Jared : lol
Jared : i tried to do nothin
Jared : who doesnt htink highly of me then
Jared : lol
Dustins Sweetie: whats it matter...i thought u didnt care
Dustins Sweetie: look, im done with you...dustins done with you
Dustins Sweetie: you and ur flatchested cocksucking whore can have each other
Dustins Sweetie: i dont care
Jared : lol
Dustins Sweetie: show up to prom if u wish to
Jared : rofl
Jared : dustins done with me?
Dustins Sweetie: yes
Dustins Sweetie: he is
Jared : no he isnt he is still pullin shit
Jared : and its bout to bite him
Dustins Sweetie: uh huh
Jared : lol
Jared : oh an by the way
Jared : check out todays zen
Dustins Sweetie: idc
Jared : i think he will especially enjoy it
Jared : since he loves to laugh at my blog
Jared : rodl
Jared : *rofl
Jared : peace out lying cheatin whore
Dustins Sweetie: so u had to go write a convo to make urself feel superior
Dustins Sweetie: thats nice
Dustins Sweetie: o, and btw...i didnt lie, and i sure as hell isnt never cheated
Jared : lol
Jared : sure
Jared : thats not wat i hear
Dustins Sweetie: idc what u heard
Dustins Sweetie: ik what i did
Jared : callin me names makes u feel better
Jared : but in truth ur at fault
Dustins Sweetie: how so
Jared : lol
Dustins Sweetie: tell me jared
Dustins Sweetie: how im at fault for your infidelity
Jared : i had no infidelity
Dustins Sweetie: not any longer
Jared : never
Jared : the one time
Jared : but past that never
Dustins Sweetie: heh...i cant wait till u an brenna get married just to piss me and dustin off
Jared : lol where did that come from? i enjoy brennas company
Jared : but marrige?
Jared : wth
Jared : i dont kare to piss either of u off
Jared : but u will go away
Dustins Sweetie: bullshit
Jared : i hate both of u intensly
Dustins Sweetie: thats y ur dating her
Jared : no
Dustins Sweetie: because u think we care
Jared : im datin her bc i was first
Jared : i knew her first
Jared : dated her first
Jared : and talked to her first
Jared : lol
Jared : i used 2 b gud friends with her
Jared : and now i am again
Dustins Sweetie: dating...fucking...same thing in jared world
Jared : nope
Jared : dating
Jared : giving her my time
Jared : quitting smoking for her
Jared : treating her like my princess
Dustins Sweetie: lmao
Jared : like my best friend
Jared : being enthralled with her
Jared : lol
Dustins Sweetie: thatll last six weeks
Dustins Sweetie: ur "princess"
Dustins Sweetie: heh
Dustins Sweetie: and u...quit smoking...
Dustins Sweetie: yep...six weeks
Jared : lol
Jared : nope
Jared : for realz
Jared : i really have connected with her
Dustins Sweetie: ill believe that when i c it
Jared : lol
Dustins Sweetie: so u goin to prom w/ her then
Jared : lol
Jared : i was gunna go to prom with her for a while now
Jared : y?
Dustins Sweetie: jw
Jared : lol
Jared : denbo aint got shit on me
Jared : neither does mando
Dustins Sweetie: heh...no but i do
Jared : or that other shit head
Jared : wut do u got on me?
Dustins Sweetie: nothing
Dustins Sweetie: it shouldnt matter
Dustins Sweetie: ur invincible remember
Dustins Sweetie: ur...golden
Jared : shrug
Jared : i dont kare
Jared : hurt me if it makes u feel better
Dustins Sweetie: i dont have to hurt u
Dustins Sweetie: that brings me nothing
Jared : oh rly now
Jared : so y u gunna try to pull shit
Dustins Sweetie: im not going to pull anything jared
Jared : lol
Jared : gud
Dustins Sweetie: im not going to speak to u at prom
Jared : even better
Dustins Sweetie: i dont care
Jared : me either
Jared :
Dustins Sweetie: then y did u start talking to me
Jared : to notify u that yall would not get away with the bullshit
Jared : lol
Dustins Sweetie: heh...i cant wait for u to show up at prom
Jared : lol
Jared : y u think sum1s gunna kik my azz?
Jared : thats funny
Dustins Sweetie: nope
Jared : then wat
Dustins Sweetie: nothing
Jared : shrug
Jared : liek ive said my cr3w rides with me
Jared : i would watch the shia
Dustins Sweetie: w/e jared
Jared : lol
Jared : ur rite wutever
Jared : everyone hates me
Jared : i have no friends
Jared : rofl
Jared : peace out slut
Dustins Sweetie: heh...me the slut??
Dustins Sweetie: w/e jared
Jared : well
Jared : i have nothin else to say
Jared : and the insults are old
Jared : goodnight
Dustins Sweetie: then y do u continue
Jared : and best of wishes
Dustins Sweetie: sigh
Dustins Sweetie: ur pathetic
Dustins Sweetie: not a name
Jared : how so
Dustins Sweetie: just a fact
Jared : how do u figure
Dustins Sweetie: just through fact and observation
Jared : im not patheti
Jared : *c
Jared : lol
Jared : im crazy
Jared : insane
Dustins Sweetie: good...then u and brenna fit perfectly together...her moms an alcoholic, her dads a pothead...shes a nympho...and ur parents...ur dads controlling, ur moms insane...then theres u...yeh, yall will make a happy lil family im sure...i do have sympathy on ur children though...doesnt matter if u want them or not, brennas gonna get them from u somehow
Dustins Sweetie: she cant keep a man any other way
Jared : n e wayz its funny u still love me
Jared : and ur bitter bout me findin brenna
Dustins Sweetie: no, whats funny is that u still think that
Dustins Sweetie: im not
Jared : an i gotsta bail
Dustins Sweetie: i have dustin
Jared : peace
Jared : lol
Dustins Sweetie: w/e jared
Jared : u love me and i hate u
Jared : its halarious
Jared : peace out
Dustins Sweetie: i have nothing for u
Dustins Sweetie: love or otherwise
Dustins Sweetie: i just dont care anymore
Dustins Sweetie: which ull see at prom if u can see past ur big head
Jared : lol
Jared : peace
Posted at 4/6/2005 5:49:38 pm by miniskittles07
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
heh...wow i love karma...amazingly, jared was right...lol...karma would come back and get me for what i did for him...i treated him like he was the world...he knows it...and now i have a guy that treats me the same...ahh sweet karma...its completely awesome waking up next to the one you want to be with, having them kiss you, tell u they love you, and then bring you breakfast in bed...i wouldnt complain if it were to be like that for the rest of my life...and hopefully it will be...i love being treated like a princess...ahh...if there were a heaven, this would be it...cant wait till prom though...two more weeks...i get to dress up all pretty and such and get to spend the evening w/ someone i love...its gonna be an awesome night...and karmas gonna catch up to someone else that night i believe...two ppl actually...it should be rather interesting...accidents can happen if they're properly arranged...at any rate, it should be a fun evening...ive already called like twenty songs w/ my baby lol...of course, deep sigh, i must deal w/ him dancing w/ every other girl there as well...apparently hes in high demand...lol idc rly though, just giving him a hard time...he knows i luv him ::kiss::...and hes given me almost every song i requested anyways, so im not complaining...im sure ill find someone to dance with...it'll be fun...much better than the last time i was at a dance in thorndale...i wasnt allowed to dance w/ anyone else...period...but of course, jared could dance w/ whomever he wanted...he said he owed me a dance...still havent gotten it actually...and screw manners...i swear to a god i dont even believe in, if jared asks me to dance...traditional manners of the dance floor require me to incline...but fuck that...and i swear...if that lil bitch of him tries saying one thing to me...heh...well, as i said...accidents can happen if properly planned...at any rate...im off to call my sweetie before i head to bed
i love DD bunches n bunches
Posted at 4/3/2005 11:31:36 pm by miniskittles07
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Friday, February 11, 2005
*~*not so single anymore*~*
Posted at 2/11/2005 11:17:05 pm by miniskittles07
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Thursday, February 10, 2005
The Clouds Before the Rain
He watches her down on the floor
As she struggles not to cry.
She never meant to care this much,
And he can see it in her eyes.
He never meant to hurt her,
Never meant to cause her pain,
But she should have seen it coming,
Like the clouds before the rain.
She should have known hed do it,
And leave her in the dust.
He took her heart, he took her love,
Her innocence, her trust.
Her hopes and dreams he smashed to bits.
She should should have listened to her friends.
They told her he would knock her down
And leave her in the end.
The past was past, and though it hurt,
She looked him in the eye.
She got up off her knees and said
That she refused to cry.
He shook his head and smiled at her,
And told her she could leave.
Maliciously she laughed at him,
And said what she believed:
That since he lied and caused her hurt,
His ass was out the door.
She gathered up his books and clothes,
Then tossed them on the floor.
And before she could get the bleach,
His car was down the drive.
And when his lights had faded from view,
She sat down and she cried.
Posted at 2/10/2005 4:56:16 pm by miniskittles07
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Sunday, February 06, 2005
*~*SiNgLe N luViN iT*~*
Posted at 2/6/2005 2:53:23 am by miniskittles07
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005
friends, romans, countryme...lend me your ears.
i come to bury caesar, not to praise him.
the evils of men live after them...
the good is oft interred in their bones...
so let it be with caesar.
the noble brutus hath told you caesar was ambitious...
if it were so, it was a grievous fault,
and grievously hath caesar answered it.
here, under leave of brutus and the rest
(for brutus is an honorable man,
so are they all, all honorable men)
i come to speak in caesars funeral.
he was my friend, faithful and just to me.
but brutus says he was ambitious...
and brutus is an honorable man.
he hath brought many captives home to rome
whose ransoms did the general coffers fill.
did this in caesar seem ambitious?
when the poor have cried, caesar hath wept.
ambition should be made of sterner stuff...
yet brutus says he was ambitious,
and brutus is an honorable man.
did you all see that on the Lupercal?
i thrice presented him a kingly crown,
which he did thrice refuse...was this ambition?
yet brutus says he was ambitious,
and, sure, he is an honorable man.
i speak not to disprove what brutus spoke
but here i am to speak what i do not know.
you all did love him once, not without cause.
what cause withholds you then, to mourn for him?
o judgement, thou art fled to brutish beasts.
bear with me...
my heart is in the coffin with caesar,
and i must pause till it come back to me...
et tu, brute? i did bid thee, beware the ides of march, and they hath betrayed my confidence...
Posted at 1/26/2005 7:54:08 pm by miniskittles07
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Sunday, January 23, 2005
if there really is a god up there, then i am going to conquer him and show him what its like to be a chess piece
if life is a game of chess, then i am most definitley a pawn...and no matter how hard i try to become a queen, i can never do that...not until i move way across the board, beating all impossible odds, capping the opposing queen on the way there, and ask to be made a queen, then that i will never become nomatter how great my desire, and nomatter how many pieces are there protecting me along the way...no, i have to have the willl to do it and to make it on my own...first and foremost though, i must have the desire to actually become a queen...is this something i really want to do?? or is this the mastermining of a person thus my superior...i know there are people out there trying to define who i am and who i am to become...and i have decided not to let them...i have masked my identity for so long trying to be something i am just not that it is causing inner turmoil that thus causes external conflict, and, as someone whose life i am not longer a part of once put it, causes drama...and i am somewhat tired of it...ive spent so much time in this mask that it has grown to be a part of me...a second skin...the way people identify me...and sadly, its not...that isnt who i am...but again, its been so long since i was truely who i wanted to be, that i dont even know who i am anymore...with this new job i have acquired, i have come to find some of my stronger points that i used to consider a weakness...or that someone has once told me was a weakness...i just hope that sometime in the near future, i will be able to express my ideas and put them to use...this job has given me that opportunity, and i am trying my hardest to make the best of it...as for getting into the tams program, i dont doubt that i could do it if i had honestly wanted to...but the question there remains, is that what i really want...for myself...without doing it to try to please another person in this world...just for myself...i havent yet found the answer to this question, or to the one that prompts the self inquiry of my desire to join the networking class...its not so much anymore do i want to have to deal with the people next year that will be my superiors...yes, that is an issue...i do not consider them my superiors this year, because i am friends with the people that are superior to them, therefore they do not have authority or control over me...next year, they will...the top class in this program will then be filled with people who have the desire to harrass me for entertainment, and the people who are in charge now will no longer be there...and i will be forced in the position of dealing with whatever they wish to throw at me...which, while not a complicated matter, is one that i do not wish to deal with...i will have enough stress next year while preparing for early graduation...i will not have the time or emotional stabiliity to deal with that as well...but the real question is, is do i want to do this?? is that the direction that i want to go in?? over the past few days i have thought greatly about this...i love what im doing now for my job...marketing...i love coming up with ways to promote and manage a business, and i love having people listening to what i have to say, and then taking my advice...like my boss right now...not so much the listening at this point, but he is giving me the opportunity to have an original advertisment of mine put in the paper to promote our company...in my eyes, thats such an awesome opportunity for me, being sixteen, to get to be director at marketing...even in a small business...and idk...ive been thinking that that may be the field i wish to go into...but the courses ive planned have all been geared towards a position in the technology industry...yes, im still interested in it, but i dont think i would like to do it for a living...and ive been trying to push myself towards that goal to please someone who i cared very much for...still do, but from what im seeing, that part of my life is over...and now idk...the road is open...no, i dont really have the desire to move on with my life and leave this person out of it...but i now have no control over that...and now ive decided to take some time off and find out who i am and who i want to be...i really thought i had known, but im not sure i was doing it for the right reasons...im still going to graduate early, and im still going to unt...but idk...i think my major may have changed from computer science and technology directed courses, to business and marketing ones...id kind of like to do both, because compsci is extremely interesting and i loved doing it last year and was rly good at it...i would totally do that for a living...but i dont know if thats where i want to go with my life...and hey, now im open to decide...yes,, im still a pawn...i can only move in small steps, and i need protection from outside sources...but if i have the desire to become a queen and have the drive to accomplish my journey across the board, then i could be the most powerful piece in the world...
Posted at 1/23/2005 1:44:07 am by miniskittles07
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Friday, January 21, 2005
I wish you would get happy again
so I could knock it out of you.
Its a way of entertaining myself,
because I cant stand your beatific face
in the moonlight.
this poem reminds me of someone...cant put my finger on who, but someone...
Posted at 1/21/2005 12:02:00 am by miniskittles07
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