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you're the ones
that kill your babies...
you're the ones
that fuck your kids...
you're the ones
that throw each other away...
you're the ones
sittin in church every sunday...Regular Stuff:
Name: Danielle Kelley (Dani)
Age: 16
Hair Color: Blonde
Eye Color: Blue
Height: 5' 3"
Weight: 110
Size: 5
Religion: Atheist
Boyfriend: Dustin...i love him bunches n bunches
Favorites:
Food:Chocolate
Song: George Strait, "Cross My Heart"
Movie: What A Girl Wants
CD: 3DD, The Better Life
Conditioner: Herbal Essence
Toothpaste: Colgate
Fruit: Strawberries
Soda: Sprite
Candy bar: Milky Way Midnight
Flowers: Red & White Roses
Person: because i love him sooo much, Dustin is my most favoritest person in the whole world...
Contact Info:
AIM sn: miniskittles07
Email address:
PrincessSkittles07@verizon.net
This is just another one of those stupid survey's that you get in an email or something. I'm using it to fill up space...that, and so I dont have to do the total profile. I did a little one ^ up there...but this is *cough* more informative. C/P it into your blogs if u wana just fill space.
1.FULL NAME: Kara Danielle Kelley
2.WHO WERE YOU NAMED AFTER: my parents
3.SCHOOL: georgetown high
4.MASCOT: eagles
5.NICKNAMES: barbi...blondie
6.BIRTHDAY: 11/27/88
7.SIGN: sagitarius
8.GRADE: freshman
10.HEIGHT: Five two and three quarters
11.SHOE SIZE: 9
12.HAIR COLOR: blonde
13.EYE COLOR: blue
14.SIBLINGS: kendra
15.LAST CDs YOU BOUGHT: i dont usually buy...i burn
16.LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN THE THEATER: uh...
17.LAST MOVIE YOU RENTED: uh...we dont usually rent...we just buy
18.FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: theatre or english
19.LEAST FAVORITE SUBJECT: math
20.DO YOU ACTUALLY LIKE MATH?: like, no
21.WHO ARE YOUR BEST FRIENDS: idk...lauren...kirsten...ppl like that
22.DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: not at the moment...i have a bf...no crushes...just a bf that i love bunches
23.FAVORITE ACTRESS: julia stiles
24.FAVORITE ACTOR: ah...orlando
25.FAVORITE MOVIE: idk
26.FAVORITE TV SHOW: nething on the WB
27.FAVORITE THING TO DO ON WEEKENDS: sleep or write
28.FAVORITE COLOR: lack n blue
29.FAVORITE COLLEGE TEAMS: idc
30.FAVORITE STORE: Foley's
31.FAVORITE FOOD(S): chocolate...im a girl...duh...gotta have it, at least one week a month lol
32.DO YOU DO ANY DRUGS?: prescription or not?
33.HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE ON YOUR BUDDY LIST?:well, it was 199, but then i had to delete a bunch of ppl to fit some others on, so now its 185
34.WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE SPORT(S)?: idc...no, wait...baseball...guys in tight white pants...yum
35.DO YOU LIKE BRITNEY SPEARS?: she's pretty, cant exactly sing that great and all the dating is getting way too similar to j. lo
36.HOW LONG ARE YOU IN THE SHOWER?: half an hour
37.WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO GO ON VACATION?: idk...wheres the most guys?
38.LAST PERSON YOU GOT AN E-MAIL FROM?: tom
39.FAVORITE SCARY MOVIE: idk
40.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE BRAND OF FOOD?: who cares...food is food
41.GUYS WITH OR WITHOUT HATS: either way, just no hat hair
42.BEST NUMBER EVER: four
43.WORST FEAR: dying alone, ha one serious answer
44.FAVORITE DAY: april 25th, cuz its not to hot, not to cold all you need is a light jacket
45.BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD: wouldnt know as i dont think i've experienced it yet
46.WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?: knowing the answer you
48.WHAT COLLEGE DO YOU GO TO OR WANT TO GO TO: ACU baby!!
49.ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK: nope, prefer it actually...afraid of thunder and lightening though...i do have my reasons...ull have to ask me about them
50.ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING?: uh...
51.RELIGION: Atheist
52.DO YOU BELIEVE IN ANGELS?: yep...and wishing on stars...of course, my friend Lauren Electa is an angel...so i kinda have to...lol...
53.DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS?: are we such an arogant species as to believe we are the only one's in the universe, the answer would be yes i think so
54.DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF?: depends on the day
55.WHAT DO YOU DO THAT MAKES YOUR FRIENDS MAD:idk
56.ARE YOU MAD AT ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS?: yup
57.DO YOU HAVE ANY STUFFED ANIMALS?: so many that i dont know what to do with
58.DO YOU HAVE ANY BAD HABITS?: yes...must i elaborate?
59.WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE RESTAURANT: food places
60.WHERE IS YOUR FAVORITE HANGOUT: my bedroom
61.PEPSI OR COKE?:neither...Sprite
62.LETTERMAN OR LENO?: neither
63.DIET PEPSI OR PEPSI: again...Sprite...i dont drink dark sodas
64.HUGS OR KISSES: kisses
65.APPLES OR ORANGES: strawberries
66.CHOCOLATES OR FLOWERS: r u kidding?? i want the diamond ring!!
67.WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE LOVE SONG?: idk
68.WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BREAK-UP SONG?: uh...
69.SILVER OR GOLD: silver
70. IF YOU COULD BE ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW, WHERE WOULD YOU BE?: my room
71.HAVE YOU EVER BEEN BETRAYED?: yup
72.WHEN IS YOUR CURFEW: i didnt know i had one
73.WHAT ARE YOU THINKING OF AT THIS VERY MOMENT?: why am i doing this
74.FAVORITE KINDS OF CLOTHES?: pants i think
75.THE LAST PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED?: idk
76.THE LAST TV SHOW YOU WATCHED?: friends rerun
77.EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT?: yeps
78.WENT SWIMMING IN THE OCEAN?: yes!!
79.FLASHED SOMEONE?: more times than i can count actually
80.GOT STOPPED BY A COP?: yeh...i was driving and he pulled me over (dont have a permit)...but he was like 20 something and cute, so i kinda flirted w/ him and he let me off easy
81.BEEN ACCUSED of SHOPLIFTING:nope...im a good lil girl
82.GOT CAUGHT PARKING: yes...
83.GONE SKINNY DIPPING: o i am soooo not gona comment...lol...saturday...
84.CRIED IN PUBLIC: yes
85.LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yes
86.FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH:yes...for like a couple of hours in the bath...i was very clean
87.FELL ASLEEP WHILE EATING: hahahahhahahaha no...ive fallen asleep in a guys arms before...it was very sweet
88.GONE TO CHURCH: yes...three times a week usuallyl
89.READ THE BIBLE: yes...four times all the way through...im workin on the fifth
90.CLIMBED A TREE?: ever climbed so high you can feel the wind blow the tree?
91.GONE SKIING: yes
92.GONE SNOWBOARDING: no
93.FELL ALSEEP IN SCHOOL: yes
94.FELL ASLEEP DURING A SCARY MOVIE: lol yeh, the ring
95.GONE ALL NIGHT WITHOUT SLEEP: yeh, sounds like last nite
96.BEEN TO CAMP: yup...this is my fifth year at the camp that i go to
97.PLAYED SOCCER: yes
98.BEEN TO A MAJOR LEAGUE BASEBALL GAME: i think so ...
99.BEEN TO A PRO BASKETBALL GAME: nah
100. HUGGED A FRIEND: everyday
101.GOT A DETENTION: yes
102.SAT IN A RESTAURANT WITHOUT ORDERING ANYTHING?: yeh, all the time
103.EATEN SUSHI: yea
104.EATEN FISH: yesh
105.CHEATED ON HOMEWORK: cheated on lost of things, wait you didnt hear that from me
106.WANTED TO DIE: i think everyone has at some point
107.MET A CELEBRITY: not that i know of
108.MET THE PRESIDENT: nope
109.DRIVEN A CAR: legally or what? lol...yeh, i have
10.DIDN'T WASH YOUR HAIR FOR A WEEK?: ewww no...i cant go for more than three days like that
111.BROKEN A BONE: no
112.BROKEN SOMETHING VALUABLE: so many things...
113.RIDDEN IN A TAXi: not that i know of....
114.RIDDEN IN A POLICE CAR: yes
115.TOLD SOMEONE YOU LOVED THEM: yes...
116.BOUGHT ICE CREAM FROM AN ICE CREAM TRUCK: yup...just yesterday actually
117.USED YOUR PARENTS CREDIT CARD: o yes...daddys lil girl w/ daddys lil plastic...hehe
118.BEEN SCARED TO GET A SHOT: yeh
119.GOTTEN A CAVITY: yeah
120.HAD TO GET BRACES: nope
121.HAD TO BE IN THE HOSPITAL: no
122.SHOPPED AT ABERCROMBIE: oh no...absolutely not
123.SHOPPED AT GAP: yea
124.SHOPPED AT OLD NAVY: yeah
125.THINK YOU ARE/WERE IN LOVE: sigh...
126.HAD AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP: yup
127.WATCHED MTV AT 4 IN THE MORNING: 4 exactly no but sometime around there yes
128.TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY?: lol yeh
129.MADE PRANK PHONE CALLS: yup, who hasnt?
130.PLAYED A MEAN JOKE ON A FRIEND: yeh prolly
132.BEEN HURT BY A GUY/GIRL YOU LOVED/LIKED: yah hasnt everyone?
133.ROBBED SOMEONE'S HOUSE:candy doesnt count so no
134.HAD YOUR HOUSE ROBBED?: no...
135.BROKEN THE LAW?: hehe
136.KILLED SOMEONE IN YOUR THOUGHTS?: over and over again
137.BEEN IN A CAR ACCIDENT: nope
138.BEEN BEAT UP: no not really...beaten someone up
139.SKIPPED SCHOOL: yeh
140.BEEN SCARED ENOUGH TO PEE IN YOUR PANTS: no
141.BEEN STABBED IN THE BACK BY A "FRIEND": yeh, who hasnt
142.STABBED SOMEONE IN THE BACK: yeh prolly
143.WHO HAVE YOU CRIED TO OR WITH: uh...friends??
144.WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE PERSON TO TALK TO OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?: was henry...no comment
145.WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE PERSON TO TALK TO ABOUT LIFE?: myself
146.WHAT DO YOU HATE: who or what...plenty of things...like, whats w/ the tapping of the pens?? just join the damn percussion
147.WHO WOULD YOU WANT TO MEET?: emily dickenson
148.WHO DO YOU MISS?: kasie and sadie
149. YOU WANT TO DIE?: eventually
150.WHO WOULD YOU DIE FOR?: uh...
151.WHO HOLDS YOUR HEART: he knows that and thats all that matters
152.WHO IS THE NICEST PERSON YOU KNOW?: my dad
154.WHO IS THE PERSON YOU MISS THE MOST: sigh...
155.WHO IS THE UGLIEST PERSON YOU KNOW: uh...
157.WHO DO YOU WANT TO MARRY AND SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH?: *cough*
158.WHO IS THE CRAZIEST PERSON YOU KNOW?: lauren
159.WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SMILE?: he knows who he is...lol...we talked till one thirty this morning...sigh...i miss him
161.WHO DO YOU THINK IS A GOOD SINGER?: dayna...damn girl
162.WHO DO YOU THINK KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU?: nobody really, cept me
163. WHO HAS DONE THE MOST FOR YOU IN YOUR LIFE: my dad
164. WHO ALWAYS MADE YOU SMILE WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?: idk
165. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY?: i dont like the glass...it should be broken and then there would be no glass and the water would be on the floor for ppl to slip on and hit their heads on sharp objects and die...sound happy??
^^okay, so i dont have enough storage space to hold a file thats even remotely good...but heres a (pixelated) picture of me and jared a couple months ago on his bday...lol
I'm not a slave
to a god
that doesnt exist.
And I'm not a slave
to a world
that doesnt give a shit.
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005
yeah okay....this concept is still kind of foreign to me and im still trying to grasp the meanings of some of these rules...just the fact that men really have the desire to give us rules, but have kept their mouths shut is somemwhat impressive...maybe we should all take a hint from them...wait, no...what am i saying??
We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! Print this out and pass to your partner for a greater understanding:
1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us bitching about you leaving it down.
1. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present yet again!
1. Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it.
1. Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then you're stuck with her.
1. Crying is blackmail.
1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!
1. We don't remember dates. Mark birthdays and anniversaries on a calendar. Remind us frequently beforehand.
1. Most guys own three pairs of shoes - tops. What makes you think we'd be any good at choosing which pair, out of thirty, would look good with your dress?
1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.
1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.
1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor.
1. Check your oil! Please.
1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 days.
1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us. We refuse to answer.
1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways, and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.
1. You can either ask us to do something or tell us how you want it done. Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.
1. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials.
1. Christopher Columbus did not need directions, and neither do we.
1. All men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach, for example, is a fruit, not a color. We have no idea what mauve is.
1. If it itches, it will be scratched. We do that.
1. We are not mind readers and we never will be. Our lack of mind-reading ability is not proof of how little we care about you.
1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," we will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.
1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear.
1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. Really!
1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as sports and fishing.
1. You have enough clothes.
1. You have too many shoes.
1. No, you really do have too many shoes.
1. BEER is as exciting for us as handbags are for you.
1. I'm in shape. ROUND is a shape.
1. Thank you for reading this; Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight, but did you know we really don't mind that, it's like camping. "
Posted at 1/19/2005 12:32:51 am by miniskittles07
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Monday, January 17, 2005
Underwear Goes Inside The Pants
Why is marijuana not legal? Why is marijuana not legal?
It's a natural plant that grows in the dirt.
Do you know what's not natural?
80 year old dudes with hard-ons. That's not natural.
But we got pills for that.
We're dedicating all our medical resources to keeping the old guys erect,
but we're putting people in jail for something that grows in the dirt?
You know we have more prescription drugs now.
Every commercial that comes on TV is a prescription drug ad.
I can't watch TV for four minutes without thinking I have five serious diseases.
Like: "Do you ever wake up tired in the morning?"
Oh my god I have this, write this down. Whatever it is, I have it.
Half the time I don't even know what the commercial is:
people running in fields or flying kites or swimming in the ocean.
I'm like that is the greatest disease ever. How do you get that?
That disease comes with a hot chick and a puppy.
The schools now: It is all about self-esteem in the schools now.
Build the kids' self-esteem, make them feel good about themselves.
If everybody grows up with high self-esteem, who is going to dance in our strip clubs?
What's going to happen to our porno industry?
These women don't just grown on trees.
It takes lots of drunk dads missing dance recitals before you decide to blow a goat on the internet for fifty bucks.
And if that disappears, where does that leave me on a Friday night with my new high speed connection?
Masterminds are another word that comes up all the time.
You keep hearing about these terrorists masterminds that get killed in the middle east.
Terrorists masterminds.
Mastermind is sort of a lofty way to describe what these guys do, don't you think?
They're not masterminds.
"OK, you take bomb, right? And you put in your backpack. And you get on bus and you blow yourself up. Alright?"
"Why do I have to blow myself up? Why can't I just:"
"Who's the fucking mastermind here? Me or you?"
Americans, let's face it: We've been a spoiled country for a long time.
Do you know what the number one health risk in America is?
Obesity. They say we're in the middle of an obesity epidemic.
An epidemic like it is polio. Like we'll be telling our grand kids about it one day.
The Great Obesity Epidemic of 2004.
"How'd you get through it grandpa?"
"Oh, it was horrible Johnny, there was cheesecake and pork chops everywhere."
Nobody knows why were getting fatter? Look at our lifestyle.
I'll sit at a drive thru.
I'll sit there behind fifteen other cars instead of getting up to make the eight foot walk to the totally empty counter.
Everything is mega meal, super sized. Want biggie fries, super sized, want to go large.
You want to have thirty burgers for a nickel you fat mother fucker. There's room in the back. Take it!
Want a 55 gallon drum of Coke with that? It's only three more cents.
Sometimes you have to suffer a little bit in your youth to motivate yourself to succeed in later life.
Do you think if Bill Gates got laid in high school, do you think there'd be a Microsoft?
Of course not.
You got to spend a long time in your own locker with your underwear shoved up your ass before you start to think,
"You'll see. I'm going to take of the world of computers! I'll show them."
We're in one of the richest countries in the world,
but the minimum wage is lower than it was thirty five years ago.
There are homeless people everywhere.
This homeless guy asked me for money the other day.
I was about to give it to him and then I thought he was going to use it on drugs or alcohol.
And then I thought, that's what I'm going to use it on.
Why am I judging this poor bastard.
People love to judge homeless guys. Like if you give them money they're just going to waste it.
Well, he lives in a box, what do you want him to do? Save it up and buy a wall unit?
Take a little run to the store for a throw rug and a CD rack? He's homeless.
I walked behind this guy the other day.
A homeless guy asked him for money.
He looks right at the homeless guy and says why don't you go get a job you bum.
People always say that to homeless guys like it is so easy.
This homeless guy was wearing his underwear outside his pants.
Outside his pants. I'm guessing his resume isn't all up to date.
I'm predicting some problems during the interview process.
I'm pretty sure even McDonalds has a "underwear goes inside the pants" policy.
Not that they enforce it really strictly, but technically I'm sure it is on the books.
Posted at 1/17/2005 8:45:17 pm by miniskittles07
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Tuesday, January 04, 2005
to quote someone very wise...a person i used to look up to and admire..."trust is a weakness….betrayal is the hidden blade"..."betrayal runs deep along with the sadness of being alone"...this i find to be true...the past few days have shown me where my loyalties truely lie...those few who truely care about me have come to my aid with words of wisdom and comfort...those who have alluded to caring have now shunned me for what might be forever...i havent decided whether or not this bothers me, although i know it shouldnt anymore...but alas, the 'betrayal runs deep'...my little stay in icu has shown me this...ive finally realized what i meant to someone...the truth, or at least what they've been displaying as truth...and then to others, ive realized that they do care, and that my actions affect them in ways i hadnt realized...yet there are the others in which i had placed enormous amounts of trust in...that was my weakness...i had trusted them completely, which is why i was driven to do what i did sunday night...they betrayed me, as i had always known they would...i had fooled myself into thinking that they would be mine forever...o how wrong i was...thus is my miserable life so far...i think ill go retreat into solitude, and focus on my schoolwork without having any relationships whatsoever...all they cause is trouble
You said you would, you didn't and I wanna know why
And don't make no excuses
You promised, you promised, you better explain
Tho' I don't know what the use is
You said you could, you couldn't, now why did you lie
You made it look so easy
You did it, why do it, what was your point?
Laughing while you tease me
Oh, do you know and do you care?
I said I did, I shouldn't cos the magic will go
It happened once before
You'll see it, you'll steal it and take it away
And then come back for more
Don't say you weren't, you were 'cos I saw you myself
It's too late for your reason
You're lying, you're lying, you've done it this time
I'm sick of all the cheating
Oh, well do you know and do you care?
'Cos I watch you
oo every day I watch you pass me by
I'll get you
Yes in the end I'll get you
Just watch me try
Oh you make it hard to be hard but I'm trying my best
Cos down inside I'm burnin'
You want it, you get it, now take it and run
I'll hide how much it's hurtin'
Oh, well do you know and do you care?
Oh, well do you know and do you care?
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And we hide behind,
Lies, anger, Hate they shoo love away,
Build shells of ourselves outside,
It shelters body from cold reigns of reality,
Come on, Step out, of your rind, assemble strength, focus,
Release and run to me you can never look back to the visions from the
past they fade and wilt in time,
You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through,
Then I turn and walk away,
Eclipse you (Cut you away),
And bleed you strip you of your states of ain soph aur,
Eclipse you (Cut you away),
I spit up on my plate and I push everything away,
From me
And we sever all ties,
It creates disruption midst circle of friends,
I become the sacrifice,
Spare your life and leave me to my misery,
Get off the cross, and save yourself, run away
Run now get away from me if I can get my grip I'll pull you down into
the hell I call my head you'll never get away
I sit down in my ugly place and build walls out of fragments from my
past of all the people that I needed and loved that walked away,
You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through then I'll turn
and walk away
I walk under the clouds of gray,
Sphere of storms in my head,
I'm trapped again in endless rain
I divorce the thoughts of you I love with me,
I divorce your innocence and my guilt,
I divorce the lying sellout confidence,
I'm divorcing every mother fuckin' thing
I divorce the love bled meaningless,
I divorce the makeshift harmony,
I divorce the taunting acts of violence,
I divorce the pastime of jealousy,
I divorce control,
I divorce the faith,
I divorce the virtue,
I divorce the rain,
I divorce the excuse,
I divorce the greed,
I divorce the need,
I divorce iniquity in this mother fuckin' bullshit life,
Just want it all to go away,
Just want to run away to die, take it, myself, my life
Text book fucking mental, off me and pitch me in a hole
I'll always be your shadow,
And veil your eyes from states of ain soph aur,
I can't be the hero anymore,
I spit up on my plate and then I turn and walk away,
I spit up on my plate and I disrupt the family,
I spit up on my plate and I sever the entity,
And I feel your warm sun on my face
Separate .
Eclipse you and bleed you strip you of your states of ain soph
aur,
I need you,
It's always been this way, I push it all away,
From me
Posted at 1/4/2005 3:44:21 pm by miniskittles07
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Thursday, December 30, 2004
See my soul as desire
Catch the words as they fall from my lips
Feel the passion grow higher
Lick the sweat from my fingertips
Be my love
Beware my love is strange
Be my love
Beware the time can change
See my scars heat the hunter
Catch the thoughts as they race with the wind
Hear my heart beat like thunder
Free yourself, let the madness begin
Be my love
Beware my love is strange
Be my love
Beware the time can change
We're Angels With Dirty Faces
Livin' all alone
Angels With Dirty Faces
So far from home
Our dirty minds go on and on
Our fear of night is long gone
We're Angels With Dirty Faces
So far from home
Touch my skin
It's on fire
Light your dreams with the heat of the sun
Let your passions expire
Burn it up till there's nowhere to run
Be my love
Beware my love is strange
Be my love
Beware the times have changed
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Tell me no secrets and I'll tell you no lies
The future has been twisted and rehearsed for its demise
The warning lights are flashin' and they're circlin' in the sky
But no one feels the sinner's blow it's right before their eyes
The wicked watch their heroes with evil on their minds
While reaching out for heaven's gate, their shots ring through the night
Hellbent for thunder we are racin' with the time
But no one knows which way to go and no one knows to try
5 million reasons with 10 million pieces to go
Wheelers and dealers with nothin' but dreams of control
I believe, we're under the gun
I believe, we're under the gun
Sold out to madness
Prisoners of sadness
I believe we're under the gun
We're under the gun
In the land of milk and money the devil has his spies
While workin' undercover they all keep a watchful eye
They're building up the underworld, they're rotten to the bone
And crossin' out the others, while they're sellin' out their own
5 million reasons and 10 million pieces to go
Wheelers and dealers with nothin' but dreams of control
I believe we're under the gun
I believe we're under the gun
Sold out to madness
Prisoners of sadness
Oh I believe we're under the gun
We're under the gun
Posted at 12/30/2004 5:36:37 am by miniskittles07
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the truth only goes so far
You always reached out to me and helped me believe
All those memories we share
I will cherish every one of them
The truth of it is there's a right way to live
And you showed me
So now you live on in the words of a song
You're a melody
You stand here with me now
Just when fear blinded me you taught me to dream
I'll give you everything I am and still fall short of
What you've done for me
In this life that I live
I hope I can give love unselfishly
I've learned the world is bigger than me
You're my daily dose of reality
You stand here with me now
On and on we sing
On and on we sing this song
'Cause you stand here with me
thats the truth, but it only goes so far...where it stops is with the line "you stand here with me now"...yeah, hes changed my life...and he is there for me...just not the way he used to be
And when I fall from the rooftops above
I'll spread warmth to the ground w/ my love and my blood
And no one will notice that I am gone
But deep down inside, I will hope that I'm wrong
Breathe this life away from me
A breath away we'll always be
How you and me will always be
Take my last breath, its yours to keep
With a gun in his hand, hes my shooting star...
Posted at 12/30/2004 3:41:36 am by miniskittles07
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Monday, December 20, 2004
STOP POSTING COMMENTS ON MY BLOG
Posted at 12/20/2004 7:48:04 pm by miniskittles07
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Never mind me I am just a moron in disguise
Posing as the poet with these incandescent eyes
Illuminate your features and much to my dismay
You're putting on your jacket while I'm begging you to stay
Keep holding still
Bit from the blade tore flesh from bone.
Alone, a long, long time ago
And where the ash will rest I guess you'll never know
Because it's summer where you are
Summer I'm in love
Summer you were just a universe away
Fulcrum equilibrium I'm balancing between
Your wavering reflection and something I've never seen
Utopia is only universal empathy
Fastidious deliverance from our decadency
Keep holding still
Posted at 12/14/2004 8:55:53 pm by miniskittles07
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Sunday, December 05, 2004
There is only one I love,
And yet he loves another.
So to give him what he needs
I shall put myself at his mercy and grace,
For giving him what he needs
Means losing him forever.
He knows not what I plan to do,
He may not know i did it,
And thought it will hurt me
More than words can tell,
For him this I must do.
I love him, therefore I must let him go.
--Dani
As children bring their broken toys
With tears for us to mend,
I brought my broken dreams to God,
Because he is my friend.
But instead of leaving him
In peace to work alone,
I hung around and tried to help,
With ways that were my own.
I finally snatched them back again,
And cried, "How could you be so slow?"
"My child," he said, "What could I do?"
"You never did let go."
althought it goes against what i believe...im going to give this one up to God...for what i am about to do, i know i will need his love and comfort, because this action, though done in love, will cause me to lose the one i love the most, due to the nature of it...it goes against what hes told me to do, it may go against what he wants, and i know he will never speak to me again...i wish hed realize that im doing this for him as an act of love...its what he needs and maybe even what he wants...but i will end up losing him forever, nomatter what the outcome is...ill either lose him to her, or lose him to myself...and i sadly hope that it will be to her, because at least then he would be happy, which is all ive ever wanted for him, and all i will continue to want, for the rest of my life...and yet, even as i say this, i know my days are numbered...for i can count them down myself...God shall have no part in the time of my departure, only i will control this...its what the one i love will want, and when im gone, i hope he will understand that it was all for him...all of it...everything ive done in the past few months has been for him...i just wish it was requited
Posted at 12/5/2004 3:08:36 pm by miniskittles07
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Friday, November 26, 2004
yeh...right...what bullshit...whats so fuckin 'sweet' about it...heh, getting to have a 'first date'?...well, thats out, cuz i dont even get to talk to my bf...havin a 'sweet sixteen party'?...forget that, thats just immature...just hangin out w/ ur friends?...well, u can scratch that too, seeing as how i must spend 'family time' with bitch and bitchette, neither of which will even let me go over to abilene to see the friends that i havent seen in TWO FUCKING YEARS...none of its ever gonna happen, so just screw the idea of a 'sweet sixteen' and grow up
Posted at 11/26/2004 11:17:22 pm by miniskittles07
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|<@r@ loves the l@|\\/|3r
Posted at 11/26/2004 10:29:31 pm by miniskittles07
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