and so it starts...something new with someone i love...a little scary maybe...actually, a lot scary...but i know ill get through it...i have my sweetie...and i know hell be there for me whenever i need him to be...because he loves me...and i love him...bunches n bunches...forever n ever...lol...still...the realization of this new thing and what it means is a lot different than i had expected...im not sure what to think anymore...im sorry if this confuses anyone...but idk...i dont want to explain it...i dont even know how...all i know is that i love dustin, and thats all that will matter in our future